people says there's a solution to every problem. and in that case, it means that there wouldn't be a dead end which brings/forces some people to suicidal. the darker side has most definately conquer them both mentally and physically. i've tried holding on a blade by my wrist long time ago and now that i think of it, i was stupid. i never understand why some people never get to see or even feel a spark of fire towards the end of their path. what made them choose such a harsh road? haven't they thought of how blissful they are compared to some people who have to eat grass to survive? what exactly are they facing which make them act such way, bringing an end to their lives.
put yourself in a situation. you said a few words which bring an end to your family, forcing your beloved to leave? basically, you said something wrong and at the same time hurtful. should have had a second thought before voicing out although it is indeed the truth. should have kept quiet if knew it might make him feel humiliated.
i practically "stabbed his heart".
too late for sorries
what leads to last minute work?
backache,
headache, and
not enough sleeeeeeeepppp!!!
boon is going back to study again in a college he can never be more familiarized with that is the Inti College in Nilai. boon, wh and i were looking for houses for their stay while studying in Nilai and it took us 6 hours!!! Thankfully, they came into a decision by the end of the day. i got up at 7.30 this morning and had breakfast with boon and his mum before we headed to Nilai for 'open day'. when i look around the place, much memories came into my head. well, let's scrap that.
after Nilai, boon, wh and i went to ikea to have a look at things for their new house. there, i got so many inspirations in decorating my room and all i need is a financial supporter. i'm sick of seeing the same mess everytime i enter my room. something has to be done during my coming semester break. somehow, this phrase sounds very familiar to me, as though i've said to myself over a hundred times but no actions were taken.
after ikea, we had dinner at Itallianese, The Curve and frankly, the food there isn't thatttt nice. maybe because at every visit, i order the same food inclusive of the dinner just now. then Shae-Ree bumped into us and she joined us for dinner. she's back from Manchester for about a month and will be staying for another 2 more months. dinner was quite a torture as we ordered too many and i was sooo full by the end of dinner. at first, we were planning to catch a movie before heading home but all three of us were so tired and too full for a movie so we headed home.
i just spent about 3 hours in completing my Business Law assignment and the worst thing is, i'm not even sure if its correct. there is one more step before handing in on wednesday which is finalisation. hopefully, there's only a few mistakes or completely mistake free. that would really make my day and the sacrifying of my sleep worth it.
now, i'm gonna continue with Management Accounting assignment and go to bed as soon as i realised i've done my best. my brain is not functioning well and if i stay awake till my brothers wake up for school, i'll be awake for 24 hours. =S crazee....
ciao....
thinking a lil far ahead
Its either I strive hard or I regret later.
I'm already thinking of my convocation.
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Pass? Merit? Distintion?
what's your story like?
Friend A
"It's going on a bumpy road, low bumps in which I still manage to handle." No offence but I'm not sure how long this relationship will take her, the fact that she finds her other half immature and annoying.
Friend B
"I'm driving on a one way straight where there' no where to turn, a path made exactly the width of a car that I can'even figure how to u-turn."It is as though his future relationship lies in the hand of the man in power but if he wishes, he can always decide to reverse his way back.
Friend C
"I'm going very slowly because the lamp posts are all spoiled and even my car lights are not working." She has to indeed be very careful as there might be a big hole ahead which she will fall hard if she's driving fast. However, if she were driving at 20km/hr, she may only incur a minor injury. She's hoping to see some light from behind that will guide her out from her darkness.
Friend D
"I'm on a road of night market!"
She"s single but I’m not sure of her availability. However I can be ascertained that she'll be contented to be surrounded by many close friends and having them is all she will ask for, for now.
Friend E
"Driving on a common road where there are common bumps for me to be aware of". She's occupied and surely there are some challenges awaiting her ahead.
Myself
My friends claim I'm on a high way but the truth is, I'm driving on a path with several traffic lights which stop me for a moment or two by stepping on the break and have some thoughts. I guess there will be times when I’m too worn-out and decide to pull the hand break. And when I come across to a spoiled traffic light where cars will just zoom through, I will follow them but obviously, after taking a look to the left and right. Then, a friend asked "Your road got potholes or not?" Silly it may sound but I answered "Got, but I will avoid them." (They laughed when I answered =S ) It made me realized that I did not simply answer, because I do sleep through my problems.
Come to think of it, going on a high way is not as good as it seems. You tend to go on a high speed and that you might not have noticed the view around you. Or you might be so unconscious that there's a car behind flashing you off from the fast lane. When you come to realize and give way to the car behind, do you think it’s too late to slow things down?
what's your story like ?
