hightlight-"ers" of the night
then...
year 2006
now...
year 2008
i'm not fat but i DO look fat in the recent picture =/ its the blouse its the blouse *self console*
when i looked at the recent picture, it reminded me of the other one. i still remember it was mumbo jumbo that night at zouk.
i still want a swift =(
i'm SO angry! .. when i have finally decided to make my day a productive one, the car decided to break down on me..
*rwarrr
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this is where i belong
i'm confused myself. is it the jet lag or because i got up at 8pm yesterday? its already 7am and i'm still awake, wide awake. i came to the computer when it was still dark and as i turned and looked out the window, i was really shocked it was all bright already.
i'm home, home sweet home. the first thing i realised when i got home was i am going to have a hard time making my home a comfortable living, as always. i haven't got anything in particular to talk about actually and it really didn't feel like i had been away for the last 3 months. a lot of things have happened to me and it isn't easy to put everything down in words right now.
i really want to thank everyone for those welcoming hugs. they really made me feel like this is where i belong. i could tell who i am to you just by hugging =)
hmm.. actually i should just shower right now, get changed and attend my orientation day since i haven't tasted it. it will be a miserable journey and wished-i-had-not left-home decision though. the air-cond is on, why don't i just climb to bed right? brilliant idea =)
rise and shine ya'll
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the closure
everything has got to come to and end, whether you like it or not. that means this admirable UK trip of mine will be due end of this week. i was eager to go back home a month ago but now, i dread the goodbye session. at this moment, i wish i stay here forever. as the day draws nearer, i'm starting to have sleepless night. the reason why i'm typing this at 7 am in the morning. i can't seem to sleep back knowing that i'm leaving with some things undone and also i'm having a great headache on last minute shopping for souvenirs. the one thing which sucks for having too many friends. just so you know, if i haven't gotten anything for you that clearly means that you aren't actually very significant to me. don't be such a thick faced, can? i don't need to plaster it on my forehead.
on the other hand, i would love to dedicate my gratitude to mr and mrs. cheong mr. darren cheong and miss. cheong yen li for helping me to bring back some stuff. nasi lemak and teh o ais on me, aights?
i am going to start an early shopping today and hopefully i will not be left empty handed as the sun sets. i still have a long list to go, damn it!
i am having this super craving for nasi lemak and i really want to have it now for breakfast! = (
*nasi lemak telur rebus satu (kalau boleh, bagi satu biji OK?)*
happy to make you happy
first of, thank you for your response on my previous post. i've sorted things out and i'll just hope things will go smoothly for me. i'm sure there is a brighter side to everything no matter how shitty a thing can get. specially thank to this silly friend of mine who actually bothered to do some researches for me online. haha. it was unexpected and touching =)
i just came back from shopping with my sister and ron and i finally got something for my eldest sister.
we wanted to get the white colour one cause its more classy, but since siew ling is known as a dirty cat, we thought black would be much suitable for her. this is bought specially for you, other stuff we'll share, just dun pile my clothes up in your room. you think decoration meh? you better love this killer heels : ) well, i do.
therefore, i shall present to you, the most adorable sister on earth
world best sister (courtesy of mummy's sponsorship of course) ; )
haha =D
need some help
there's a fork road in front of my journey now. either one will determine my years to come and there's no turning back, at all. i really don't know what to do. all i need now is advise from an expert who will be able to enlighten me on the decision i am about to make.
i really need a piece of advise whereby then i shall know which path to go.
A or B?
Left or Right?
basically, study locally or study abroad?
nudge me if you think you're able to help. if you want to know what's bothering me, i will be glad to share as well.
i am so stressed up! =(
thought at the moment
while deciding whether or not to go for a morning jog, unconsciously, i picked up my phone and started to browse through my old messages. and i cried. memories were squeezing through my mind. gushing through like a waterfall.
what does forever mean? we will forever be together. i laugh whenever i see this phrase. frankly, i only believe forever in terms of family. the people who brought me to earth, the people i grew up with are forever. father, mother, sisters and brothers. they will forever take their roles respectively but a partner can turn into an enemy too easily. as quoted by both of my parents "parents will forever be parents but they will not forever be husband and wife". i have accepted it and adjusting my life to live this way. nevertheless, if i have a genie on hand, i will not ask for world peace.
a relationship can start of with an awfully sweet date, it can also end up with disastrous pain. people still believe in happy ever after but the fact is, most parents are still together simply because of commitment and responsibilities. only a few still say 'i love you' and that's what i admire most. of course we all love happy endings and even pray for them. i don't believe in the outcome as long as there is a process of us together. in short, loving somebody doesn't mean we have to own that person. there are too many ways to love, choosing to be together in a relationship is to risky to lose the one you love.
before you think about starting a relationship, why not try growing a plant? see how much of love, tender and care you are willing to shower upon it and let's see if the flowers will bloom for you.
despite such a dead post, i, myself have not given up to find that 'forever' in my life yet. afterall, i love happy endings too =)
i'm going to get ready for a morning jog now! new day, new hope!
wine? ribena please
too much of wine gives me very bad headache and super dehydration. i never really knew what hang over was like until yesterday. i went to bed after 5-6 glasses of wine and not long after, i found myself awake and it was really difficult for me to fall back to sleep. i drank up a bottle of water and 2 cans of ice cream soda before tossing around the bed again looking for a comfortable zone. what frustrated me most was my mind shutted down completely but my eyes were still widely opened. i believe i was struggling for at least 2 hours before falling back to sleep.
bad incident.
we wanted to get the white colour one cause its more classy, but since siew ling is known as a dirty cat, we thought black would be much suitable for her. this is bought specially for you, other stuff we'll share, just dun pile my clothes up in your room. you think decoration meh?
