Sunday, August 12, 2007

people says there's a solution to every problem. and in that case, it means that there wouldn't be a dead end which brings/forces some people to suicidal. the darker side has most definately conquer them both mentally and physically. i've tried holding on a blade by my wrist long time ago and now that i think of it, i was stupid. i never understand why some people never get to see or even feel a spark of fire towards the end of their path. what made them choose such a harsh road? haven't they thought of how blissful they are compared to some people who have to eat grass to survive? what exactly are they facing which make them act such way, bringing an end to their lives.

put yourself in a situation. you said a few words which bring an end to your family, forcing your beloved to leave? basically, you said something wrong and at the same time hurtful. should have had a second thought before voicing out although it is indeed the truth. should have kept quiet if knew it might make him feel humiliated.

i practically "stabbed his heart".

too late for sorries