sreammmmm
I'M BURNING RIGHT NOW !!!
you have no idea what I've just faced!
I just walked under the scorching sun for 20 minutes with NOTHING TO GAIN!!
I was supposed to pay the astro bill and so my dad sent me to the post office and drove off as he had to send my brother to school. "Fine" I thought since I was the desperate one to settle the bill to WATCH THE TAIWAN SERIES AT 3.30pm and SINGAPORE SERIES AT 4.30pm! NOW, my hopes are vanished into thin air after the phone call I just made to reconnect the astro! They said, they will reconnect back for me by 8.00pm tonight!(which means, they might connect at 7.59pm or in the evening!) *burns* "WHYYYY ??" I asked desperately and the connections are worked with the system and not manually was the RUTHLESS ANSWER !
NOW I CANNOT WATCH BOTH OF THE SERIES AND HAVE TO ROT THE WHOLE DAY UNTIL TONIGHT (clubbing, hehe)
THIS IS SUPER DUPER DEPRESSING !! ALL FOR NOTHING !!!
AND for your info, I'm still sweating like a pig, I smell like I just came back from a Jogothan Walk ..
NMMDCCB !!! wahhhhh ...
This is excellent...
Now I'm gonna shit and bathe..
BLAH.....
*I'm sinking*
Spill the truth when you're drunk!!
I'm sure most of us have tried acting like a nuisance unintentionally. Cheers over and over again even when we know we have more than enough to consume, just to have a lil more fun. We may have kissed the wrong guy, hugged a stranger or even made up with a guy who left you the very next morning. I'm starting to agree that alchohol can lead a person to misbehaviour or even 'do wrong' things.
But, that's not exactly the point. Have you ever tried spilling the things which have been burried in your heart, never wanted to share with anyone while you're drunk?
I never knew this could really happen, saying things you aren't really supposed to say when you're drunk until it happened to my dearest. I never expect you to be so emotional, so fragile and so weak inside. Obviously, I wouldn't share with my readers on the things you secretly told me ; )
I will always remember the things you never wanted to tell me but spill accidentally.
"Experts say most of us have about 14 friends-two we'll never lose, the other mainly social satellites."
we love you, you know it
Firstly, I'm sorry that I don't blog at Fantastic Four anymore. I feel that having a personal blog makes me more secure. It is easier to express myself.
Secondly, I've changed the whole theme for this layout- Imperfect Love, simply because I find it a lil disturbing and inappropriate. I'm facing lovey dovey love. haha.
I was choosing between two, 1 dark layout which is this one and 2 a bright light brown layout. Although I'm not unhappy or whatsoever, I will still prefer dull and lower colour. So, this layout has been picked!
Just a few hours ago, it was Yen Li's departure to UK. I've never really left any loved ones behind and fly so far away, therefore I wouldn't really know how she was feeling. But I bet it must be mutual with her loved ones. Everytime I sent someone off, I never fail to imagine myself being the one who is flying, leaving everyone behind and now knowing if there will ever be a return. Most of you know that I've always wanted to leave this country, just screw everything here and start a new life. Easily said.
No where is better than homeland.
I love exploring the world, going from one place to another to learn and gain fantastic experience but I surely hope I'll still remember where am I from. So many stories of discrimination in certain countries and I hate the fact that I want to leave here for another new life. However, I know that there will be this one day to come when I won't want to leave this place anymore.
We don't know what lies ahead us.
Who knows some of my friends will migrate over and marry a rich foreigner?
(yeah, free accomodation during holiday!)
If I'm not mistaken, in two years time, there will be left with a few of us, closed one here only and I'm pretty sure I'll be the "left" here one. lol. Screw it. I don't wanna think of departures anymoree!!
Yens and Jas coming back end of the year. We shall have a good drinking session =)
P/s Yens, u better get your blog alive and update us with updates! ; ) do take care.
Ken said : Man is at his sexiest when shed tears.
miss me? no?
Since I'll be having 3 weeks of holiday I've decided to make my blog alive, again (yes AGAIN). So once my 3rd semester commences, don't blame me when my blog dies, again.
Exams season has finally come to an end which means it is merdeka for most of the tarc-ians. It is pretty unfair to those who finished their last paper a week before ours because that means they have an extra of one week for holiday!
Finals were pretty fine except for a few subjects and BM was one of them! *roars
At such critical conditions would you ever thought that "ranger" in malay language is "RENJER"? And "divers" is "PENYELAM PENYELAM" ? dyamn.. I answer ranger as ranger and divers as penyelam only. This is for the interpretation section where the question is on a short English essay and basically translates the whole passage to Malay language.
Fortunately, Macroecons and Business Information System and Applications went well for me because mostly all that I've studied were the questions. *evil laugh* As for Quantitative Studies, I practically screwed up because I didn't have enough time!! The paper was not too difficult but requires more time to finish! Damn it! Not a single soul didn't complain about time deficiency.
On the last day of exam, everyone was feeling excited more than nervous. Frankly, I can't really click with my college mates and don't really share feelings and emotions. Hence, right after a paper, I would rush my way to the train station and quickly get home. We all know about the snatch cases in wangsa maju and I have to walk a distance to the station from college. The roads are narrow, a lot of motorists and very unsafe. There was once I experienced an incident while walking my way to the station. This motorist purposely came closer to me to scare me! I almost tripped to avoid any misfortune! Then I heard laughter and cursed. Who will know how I feel whenever I walk alone. My friends choose to wait for the tarc bus instead of risking their life and undeniably, I am risking my safety to choose walking over waiting. My heart skips a beat faster every time I hear the sound of motorcycles being near. Fear and insecure.
Hereby, I proudly present myself driving to college next semester!!
That's IF I pass my driving test =O
