i wish i could be with my sisters
when i took a look outside the lecture hall this afternoon at 2pm, the weather was all gloomy and it looked as though the night had taken place early. felt like it was already 8pm. the stupid weather affected my mood. we could all predict that it was going to rain heavily and the trees will 'tumbang' on the cars parked outside the college once again just like how it happened last year. well, it only rained heavily. =) during our half an hour break, despite the rain, i insisted on going to "Mc D's drive thru" as my stomach was growwwling. after satisfying myself with nuggets and fries, i instantly became a happy girl. i thanked myself for sleeping early yesterday night. my thursdays class is the longest and most of the time during my last class, my eyes will be half opened (by force) and my mind will black out simultaneously. today is different =) this whole week, i have to say i'm proud of myself for having enough of sleep, at least 7 hours everynight (the result of not taking afternoon nap, perhaps?)
i'm starting to love coming back home. my dad and i are in talking terms already and it was really funny during dinner just now. my dad asked if we want to see magic -.- and my brothers and i instantly said no. haha he was like "why nobody believes me?" = )
i have been really busy lately with tonnes of assignments. i still have 4 assignments (2 new) on hands. assignments, study, assignments, study. sigh.. so please excuse me if i can't come out. finals is drawing near and i don't know where to start. i feel lost and i hate it. this week, i skipped tax tutorial again because i didn't do my tutorials = ( luckily my attendance was taken though.
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i haven't been eating rice since i *ahem* so yesterday i had to drive out to buy porridge for dinner. i cannot wait to be able to munch properly!
there's one thing i've been wondering. is it really important on how people are judging you? the impression you give to your friends and what they think you are not? recently, i just don't see a point in clarifying myself and the good thing is, the people who know you best will still be around you spiritually. =)
there's a song i would like to share with ya all ...
The Script - The Man Who Can’t Be Moved
going back to the corner,
where i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag,
I’m not gonna move
got some words on cardboard
got your picture in my head
saying: if you see this girl can you tell her were i am
some try to hand me money
they don’t understand
I’m not broke
I’m just a broken hearted man
i know it makes no sense
what else can i do
and how can i move on
when I’m still in love with you
cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving
police man says son you cant stay here
i say someone I’m waiting for if its a day a month or year
got to stand my ground
even if it rains or snows
if she changes her mind
this is the first place she will go
cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not movingI’m not moving
I’m not moving
people talk about the guy
thats waiting in on a girl
woooaa wooo
and i no who’s in his shoes
put a big hole in his world
ooooo
maybe ill get famous for the man who cant be moved
and maybe you wont mean to but you’ll see me on the news
and you’d come running to the corner
cos you’ll know its just for you
I’m the man who cant be moved
I’m the man who cant be moved
cos if one day you wake up
and find that your missing me
and your heart starts to wonder where on this earth i could be
thinking maybe you’d come back here
to the place that we’d meet
and you’d see me waiting for you
on the corner of the street
so I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving
I’m not moving
going back to the corner were i first saw you
gonna camp in my sleeping bag and I’m not gonna move
p/s i can't upload the video so go search yourself