Friday, April 25, 2008

dear me

dear diary,
my depression level has rose up by 20 percent today. the weather is rather sunny today due to the change of season, too bad i don't have a sunglasses. a sunny weather carves an image of a garden of blooming sunflowers behind my mind. so lively and full of hope. it's actually not difficult to smile isn't it? beautiful things make me smile, a wider smile when i realise the unintended smile.

not surprisingly, i got up at half past 2 today. yesterday before bed, i promised myself to go out today so the first thing which came to my mind when i opened my eyes this afternoon was not to fall back to sleep. i quickly washed up, dried my hair and had breakfast while watching "1 Litre of Tears" before i get changed and leave for some shopping, supposedly. usually, if i get up after 2, i will most likely stay home since the shops here close at 5. as for thursdays, the shops close at 8. that means going out at 4 is still counted as early =) great. go shopping without having to set alarm to wake up.

why topshop's sale is not like what i expect(want) it to be? =( if i'm not mistaken, today is topshop's first day of sale and the sale items are so-so only. sale but still out of budget. *curse* nice but no size *curse again*

maybe if i'm not a fickle minded and indecisive person, i will be much happier and even healthier. when i have finally decided to buy that black dress and green shoe yesterday, i decided to give it another day of consideration after performing some calculations today.

i went into Dorothy Perkins today and everything is selling at 20percent. excited me went in and started browsing. got attracted by this tank top with small flower details but unreasonable price. i tried on another white long top as well and i instantly became sweeter wearing it but also with unreasonable price. (actually, whatever above 10 pounds is unreasonable to me. sigh) after a long comtemplation, i bought the tank top. despite consoling myself that buying it is no mistake since i haven't bought anything for the past few days, i'm still carrying a slight guilt in me.

dear diary, should i really buy that black dress?

2 Comments:

At 4:34 AM, Blogger JuneFaith said...

omg. you should so come back NOW! coz dorothy, top shop, selfridge all having SALES!!

30% and 50%... some 70% !!!!!!!

LOL. i bought skinnies and a top! WOOT!!!!!!!!! (=

 
At 11:18 AM, Blogger JoannE said...

if i didn't change my flight date, i will be back in a week time! but too bad.. haha
i shall just shop for clothes here, lower chances of getting the same clothes right? lol

eyh i haven't seen you in skinnies!..
skinnies with a killer heels!

WOOOTTT x2!!!

 

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